Alex is so much better than me in every way. Why is his life so perfect? I wish my parents were together like his. They took him away for the weekend, including tomorrow which is my birthday and they perfectly knew it.. Sigh. Now they want me to travel like an hour’s distance to see him for 2 hours for lunch, not willing to meet half way because its “their holiday”. So, when it comes to December 4th, his birthday, he will freaking expect me to be there for his, yet when it comes to my special occasions its just oh, we’re having a family thing, sorry. Just because I have practically zero family committments doesn’t mean you can just use me whenever you “can” do things together.

Fuck I hate this.

His parents are pissing me off atm, and his mother is giving me real attitude. I wish she was like his dad. His dad is awesome.

First emotional submission to tumblr.. nnnggehhh